Every time I find the meaning of life, they change it

Me seetin at this night listenin songs n workin on some official docs wid a cup of coffee.I jus take some rest and think how life has changed in all these years.....
When i was a kid,i didnt know the meaning of life beyond ma school,ma books,games,friends ,frightening teachers and ma loving parents.That was life to me and i was tryin to look ans of all the ques about these from ma parents.So they were ma dictionary to everything in life.
Den in college,it was ma career ,ma goals ,ma dreams ,ma education,ma degree,ma friends,ma crushes,ma gossips,ma lecturers ,ma college tym fun n masti n ma loving parents.Now ma dictionary was ma parents and maself tryin to learn n knw n live lyf each day....

N today again ma lyf consists of ma job,ma project,ma friends,ma dreams ,ma goals n ma parents.Now ma dictionary is me maself ,independent, living life n learnin maself through experiences both guud n bad n now i have become ma parent's dictionary.They look into lyf through ma dreams n through ma happiness.................
The meaning of their life is me.......so the meaning of ma lyf has changed n their too ....
I hope i show them a beautiful meanin of lyf which dey showed me when i ws a kid.....
Every phase of life ,life changes its meaning............
There is still so much 2 explore in life,so muchhh hidden and unknown.....May God grant me wisdom 2 learn n live lyf in a better and happier way.............
In this change ,what remains constant is we n our inner soul...
So these r the lines which are the message fr ma soul
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Hey u smthin inside,
gimme a positive insight!!
If i go wrong,
pull me back strong!!
If i go right,
hold me there tight!!
If i achieve n grow,
you dont loose ur glow!!
Even if i am lost in this world's crowd,
you ma pure soul always make me proud!!

------Kanika
25/09/2008